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Can everyone please go and talk to :iconerebus-archangel:, aka Valkin/Gwen, because he's having a rough time and he urgently needs reminding that we're all here for him. Please, take a minute of your time to go tell him that he's awesome, it's going to get better and that life is worth living. He needs it.

Thank you.
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Challenge!

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I've been challenged by so many people now I feel like I'm under fire, but I think the first one was :iconinlovingmemoryofyou: =p Thanks, love.

Comment on this and I'll reply and...

1. Tell you something I'll learn about you by looking at your dA page for 13 seconds.
2. Tell you which colour you remind me of.
3. Tell you my first memory of you.
4. Tell you which Pokémon you remind me of.
5. Ask you something I've always wondered about you, and your answer has to be as vague as possible to keep the suspense.
6. Tell you my favorite thing about you.
7. Give you a weird nickname
8. Tell you what's on my shirt right now.
9. Challenge you to post this on your journal.


Friends

These are the awesome people that I talk to nearly every day. :XD: Go give them a shout!
:iconinlovingmemoryofyou: :iconsanguinelord: :iconmahlander: :icon02dellerj: :iconretrogoldfish: :iconswimmingferret: :iconthe-greenie-fire: :iconlady-selia: :iconshadeofshinon: :iconartstain: :iconarven92: :iconblack-shirt-red-tie: :iconeggplantm: :iconbladnoched: :iconerebus-archangel: :icontigermaniac69: :iconinuyashalchemy:  :iconqueen-duck: :icon1mm0r7al999: :iconvodkaandtomatojuice: :iconcresselia: :iconse05239: :iconcryingcrimson-dragon: :iconandreasavester: :iconpoison-night-pack: :iconmrparaduo:


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Alpha in the Poison-Night-Pack! :dance:


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Crossroads

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These are the moments around which the world turns.
Storms before, storms after; but for now, stillness.
The four arms of the crossroads stretch to infinity,
A compass pointing vaguely to the future, cloudy.
Which way will bring happiness?
Which way, peace?
Maybe all. Maybe neither. Uncertainty is king.

These are the moments around which the world turns.
When there is nothing you can do except watch, and wait,
And hope the storm does not sweep you away when it returns.
The dust of the crossroads fills my fearful heart.
How many are here with me now?
How many will be here hence?
Maybe we will all choose the wrong path this day.

These are the moments around which the world turns.
A frozen snapshot in time, before all is revealed to us,
And we take the first steps of our new lives.
But for now, there is nothing. Blankness and hope.
Is this the end of something?
Or a beginning, crisp and clear?
I will not know until the morrow, nor act until then.

These are the moments around which the world turns.
So sleep now, in the stillness, and have no regrets.

* * * * * * * * * * * *

To everyone who's waiting with me - best of luck. :hug:


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These are the awesome people that I talk to nearly every day. :XD: Go give them a shout!
:iconinlovingmemoryofyou: :iconsanguinelord: :iconmahlander: :icon02dellerj: :iconretrogoldfish: :iconswimmingferret: :iconthe-greenie-fire: :iconlady-selia: :iconshadeofshinon: :iconartstain: :iconarven92: :iconblack-shirt-red-tie: :iconeggplantm: :iconbladnoched: :iconerebus-archangel: :icontigermaniac69: :iconinuyashalchemy:  :iconqueen-duck: :icon1mm0r7al999: :iconvodkaandtomatojuice: :iconcresselia: :iconse05239: :iconcryingcrimson-dragon: :iconandreasavester: :iconpoison-night-pack: :iconmrparaduo:


Clubs

:icondragonspirit-club: :iconshinxchange: :iconpoison-night-pack:
Alpha in the Poison-Night-Pack! :dance:


Journal CSS and design
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I'm terrified of bikes. No, seriously. And I just rode about six miles on one... making a total of twelve miles this week. All in the name of fitness, lordy. Only this time I made a mistake and attempted to do gears and shit, and I fucking terrified myself because it [i]wobbles[/i] when you do that, so we had to stop at the pub and I got some dutch courage down me. So I might be drunk now. At least marginally. Anyway the point is - was there a point? - the point is I'm getting better. I'm not seeing myself dead and bleeding in the road with every turn of the pedal anymore, which is a plus, just some of the time now. But I'm still staggeringly unfit and getting out of breath with every hill, so I need to keep up the regime, keep riding and keep going on walks too. Not to lose weight, lord no, just to get my heart in some sort of shape so I don't have a seizure before I'm thirty. Except seizures are the brain, not the heart, so never mind. I knew that.

I have all these stupid problems in my head... Like being scared of bikes, or not liking certain foods just because, or separating stuff on my plate so it doesn't touch, or being hyper-sensitive about people watching me, or getting embarrassed for other people so much I can't watch even any [i]potentially[/i] embarassig situations on [i]TV[/i], for fuck's sake... I am messed up. I need to fix all this shit before I go to Uni, or I'm going to be in so much donkey dung it's not true. I fail at life. I'm not depressed or anything, just pissed off with myself for not being anywhere near normal - I can just hope that where I go there will be other not-normal people too. Like you guys. Not that you're not normal, not that that's a bad thing, or anything, so... yeah.

In other news I also bought the 'Best Of Nightwish' CD so I'm enjoying that immensely, just my sort of thing. I also got out a DS game called Scribblenaughts from the library, which is epic because you can summon pretty much anything you can think of, from exploding barrels to bazookas to sheep to dragons to god and cthulu. Seriously. I might have to buy it for myself.

I need a lie down, now, I think. Nighty-night.


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Friends

These are the awesome people that I talk to nearly every day. :XD: Go give them a shout!
:iconinlovingmemoryofyou: :iconsanguinelord: :iconmahlander: :icon02dellerj: :iconretrogoldfish: :iconswimmingferret: :iconthe-greenie-fire: :iconlady-selia: :iconshadeofshinon: :iconartstain: :iconarven92: :iconblack-shirt-red-tie: :iconeggplantm: :iconbladnoched: :iconerebus-archangel: :icontigermaniac69: :iconinuyashalchemy:  :iconqueen-duck: :icon1mm0r7al999: :iconvodkaandtomatojuice: :iconcresselia: :iconse05239: :iconcryingcrimson-dragon: :iconandreasavester: :iconpoison-night-pack: :iconmrparaduo:


Clubs

:icondragonspirit-club: :iconshinxchange: :iconpoison-night-pack:
Alpha in the Poison-Night-Pack! :dance:


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made by Blue-Storm-Spirit just for meeeeee! :love:
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Tagged

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Well, despite my determination not to do it, I've been tagged woth this three times in a row by three seperate people so I guess I have to. Cheers, :iconimotep92: :iconerebus-archangel: and :iconshadowsand: :D

1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal. (No, you really don't)
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs

1. I'm still a big kid at heart, and I hate it when I have to act like an adult.
2. My three little siblings are the best thing that ever happened to me, ever. Except maybe InLovingMemoryOfYou.
3. I get embarassed really easily, say, by someone walking in the room when I'm watching something I like on the telly. Seriously. It's ridiculous.
4. I have a poltergeist that hangs around me and drops books on my head in the middle of the night.
5. I am very picky about the spelling of my name, because it's one of those ones nobody ever gets right.
6. If I'm frightened by something I've watched or seen, I imagine my characters beating up whatever-it-is. It's very theraputic.
7. Speaking of - I'm terrified of dolls, mannequins, and other plastic things that look human but aren't. Strangely, and dispite Doctor Who, I'm OK with statues.
8. I say 'Treefrogs' randomly. There is a reason for this. Long story.
9. I may be smart, but I have zero common sense. "Are there a hundred centimetres in a metre," anyone?
10. It's great to be able to say "My friend in Canada..." or "My mate in Finland..." etc. etc. I love this site simply for the friends I've made.

Do it if you want it, otherwise forget it.



Featured Artist

None yet... suggestions welcome!


Friends

These are the awesome people that I talk to nearly every day. :XD: Go give them a shout!
:iconinlovingmemoryofyou: :iconsanguinelord: :iconmahlander: :icon02dellerj: :iconretrogoldfish: :iconswimmingferret: :iconthe-greenie-fire: :iconlady-selia: :iconshadeofshinon: :iconartstain: :iconarven92: :iconblack-shirt-red-tie: :iconeggplantm: :iconbladnoched: :iconerebus-archangel: :icontigermaniac69: :iconinuyashalchemy:  :iconqueen-duck: :icon1mm0r7al999: :iconvodkaandtomatojuice: :iconcresselia: :iconse05239: :iconcryingcrimson-dragon: :iconandreasavester: :iconpoison-night-pack: :iconmrparaduo:


Clubs

:icondragonspirit-club: :iconshinxchange: :iconpoison-night-pack:
Alpha in the Poison-Night-Pack! :dance:


Journal CSS and design
made by Blue-Storm-Spirit just for meeeeee! :love:
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